Facts?

I guess we have to? So we won't be so disappointed =/

Holy Spirit

Luke 3:21-22 When all the people were being baptized, Jesus was baptized too. And as he was praying, heaven was opened and the Holy Spirit descended on him in bodily form like a dove. And a voice came from heaven: "You are my Son, whom I love; with you I am well pleased".

Since I accepted Christ. I know that the Holy Spirit has been with me and is living in me because...

Acts 2:32-33 God has raised this Jesus to life, and we are all witnesses of the fact. Exalted to the right hand of God, he has received from the Father the promised Holy Spirit and has poured out what you now see and hear.

So yeah. The Holy Spirit has always been helping me. It helps me to distinguish between right and wrong. It speaks to me but sometimes I don't hear It. The Spirit works according to God's will and also has his own will.

Romans 8:27 And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance to God's will.

1 Corinthians 12:11 But one and the same Spirit works all these things, distributing to each one individually just as He wills.

Just something about the Holy Spirit... Actually there's a lot more.. haha

I'm out,
Jason

Slowly but Surely =)

Well... Just wanna share something over all these years of my life. Haha.

I remember when I was younger.. I was quite a naughty boy... Well aren't all guys like that when they're young? =P... You know.. Mischievious, playful, etc etc... haha.. After I started believing in Christ at the age of 11 (Standard 5).. I slowly became a better person actually... but it's a slow and long process... You see.. God transforms people =).

I do remember I used to be like really shy around girls... Well that's quite common for all guys XP.. Well okay.. let's use something else... I remember I used to hate my looks and I basically hated myself.. I never liked my individual picture taken unless forced to... Most of the time I would take my pictures in groups... So that you know... People won't just look at me... They'll look at the whole picture hahaha. Yea I really didn't like the way I looked.

Not only that, I was also very inactive in my school's co-curriculum and I didn't like involving myself in many things... I didn't have much confidence in myself you see... But what I didn't know was that God was slowly changing me... What he did first was most probably let me know what's right and what's wrong through the Holy Spirit... But that doesn't mean I didn't make the wrong choices... I still did.. But I thought for a moment before doing that something. Also.. I became less mischievious and oh.. I did tell a lot of lies when I was younger too.. so yeah that reduced a lot as well as through the Holy Spirit I knew it was wrong to tell lies.. My parents told me as well of course.. But deep down I myself also knew it was wrong. So yeah my lie count reduced dramatically... haha.. That's one of the changes... but it still took me 1-2 years...

Yea so when I reached Form 3 (15 years old).. I began to open up (not open up as in.. you know.. lol) and yea I became more outgoing, more confident in myself.. I guess God also helped me to build up my confidence over the years. Imagine... 4 years to build up confidence... real long right? Yeah.. I became more active in co-curricular activities and I involved myself in more things than form 1 or 2.. and form 3 was the most certificates I've ever gotten for all the events I joined lol.. And I also began to learn how to love myself... I'm not camera shy anymore... Which is why my facebook... only started having individual pictures when I was Form 3...

By that time I was already a much much better person... I've really been transformed.. and only last year I began to realize this.. It's really amazing really... How much we can change... Well I believe this is what God did in my life... Changing me totally... I'm most of the time joyful because I know whatever happens... God is always there...

This is what I believe.. Yes, many other people also change even if they don't believe in God... But for me.. I believe that God is the one that changed me =). So yeah, just wanna thank God for this. God changes people slowly but surely.

Logging off,
Jason =)

Random? lol

1. What have you been doing recently?
Uhm.. Facebooking and playing games at home..

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
Only when I need to...

3. What happened at 10am today?
Let's see.. Our school had Raptai the 2nd time for Hari Anugerah Cemerlang and it was so damn boring..

4. When did you last cry?
A number of months ago..

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
Not really.. But I believe that God planned it all for us based on the decisions we make

6. What do you want in life now?
Oh so many things XP

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
Neither... If possible I'd walk under the rain

8. What's your favourite thing to do in bed?
Sleep. DUH!

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Urmm trousers? lol

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?
Handphone or E-mail? lol... Hmm I dunno really =D

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
I don't know the answer to this. Haha

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
No, but maybe soon haha

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Uh, Karate Kid? (kinda long ago.. haven't been able to watch new ones XP)

14. What are you proud of?
Certain things... Can't really list it out =D

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say and who is it from?
Thanks.. by someone lor =D

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Don't remember

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Yes

18. What does the newest text messgae say and who is it from?
You interested in buying my phone? from Jean

19. What time did you sleep last night?
11.00 p.m... actually earlier but I couldn't fall asleep right away lol

20. Are you currently happy?
Kinda

21. Who gives you the best advice?
My parents, Seniors and friends...

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
LOL.. I haven't tried that =P

23. Who did you talked to on the phone last night?
No one

24. Is something bugging you right now?
Not at the moment

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
uh... Hsu Hui and Cheng Ching? =D

26. Do you like yourself?
Yeap!

27. You want $5 or $10?
Both!

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
Yeah, especially when I do something stupid =D

29. Who is your best best best friend?
best best best? Sorry, I only have a best friend =D... Figure out yourself =P

30. What will you do if you like that girl?
uh... nothing much.. maybe a little things here and there haha

31. Who are your favourite stars?
Uh.. Does Jesus count? =P

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
Yeah.. but not exactly hate... just don't like

33. Do you had even stead before?
What does this even mean? LOL

34. What type of girl do you like?
Someone who's sweet, cute, kind, pretty... etc etc.. so many to list down but lazy =P

35. Now are you single/attached?
Single O.o

Feel free to take this and post it on your blog... Don't use my answers =P lol.. I don't really need to tag people for this right? hahaha

Hello =P

ah hello people =D.. Sorry but I've been really lazy to update my blog wakakaka...

I guess maybe because I dun really have much to post... and lazy to find random stuff =P

oh well.. I guess I'll post something... =D

One Step Back =)

When people say you can't escape your past,

I see the goal before me
and turning back now will not solve anything
running away from myself keeps leading me in circles
Avoiding mistakes I remember all too well
Time is the enemy
I know now that fame and fortune are part of who I am
These fractions of my past have already passed me by
Why is it that regrets are the only things on my mind
And dreams I never have anymore
Bad memories cloud my judgement
success or failure is all important
Self reflection avoidable

Thought inevitably, turning back at this point was not avoidable

Self reflection is all important
Success or failure cloud my judgement
Bad memories I never have anymore
And dreams are the only things on my mind
Why is it regrets have already passed me by
These fractions of my past are part of who I am
I know now that fame and fortune is the enemy
Time, I remember all too well
Avoiding mistakes keeps leading me in circles
Running away from myself will not solve anything
And turning back now I see the goal before me.

It is not because you can't escape your past, it is because YOU don't want to.

Something =)

We want to be...

Because...

It's over!

Yeah! Finally the time has come that my prefect's duty life is over!!! No more wearing blazers =/. I'm gonna miss my blazer I think.. lol.. Great installation we had today! Lots of food hahaha... I enjoyed the pizzas most =D.

I'm neither happy nor sad... I'm only happy that I don't have to duty anymore cause it's kinda boring sometimes... In fact I don't even know what to feel... Should I be happy or sad? I really don't know... I guess I'm having a mixture of both...

Haih... In addition to that, I was told something I didn't want to hear of or think of at all... So in my mind I'm like WHYYYY!! T.T. That seriously brought my mood down and I really don't know what to do now... I do not like this feeling at all =(. I know I can't sleep it off cause it's something that I buried deep down inside me.... Arghh I hope I'll be able to recover... I just feel so upset... haih

That's it from me...